Dimruthien

how many people cut because they like it? not because of emotional reasons but because they LIKE the feeling of sliced flesh, and the look of blood on their arms, legs and face? seriously i feel like a freak...

i know how to fight.. but sometimes the battle gets hard..and sometimes i just dont care about fighting... i feel a little weird because my reasons have changed...

maybe it ticked you off but you asked for advice and i answered honestly. if you didnt like what i wrote then disregard it. simple as that.

what makes it appeal? i dont know.. the look of it.. its beautiful... i know how to fight.. i learned from the support given to me on another SI site.. its just.. overwhelming sometimes..

Any piercing is going to hurt, the degrees of pain differ of course, but just expect it to hurt. I have 10 piercings and 1 tattoo. dont do it unless youre 300% sure.

what does it matter if he looks at porn or jacks off? lots of guys do it, hell lots of girls do it. -I- do it. If hes neglecting you in a relationship then thats his problem and shouldnt be attributed to porn or how often he masturbates. dont get defensive and dont attack him. swallow your anger and have a mature, adult conversation with him. also you should consider that another part of being in a relationship is free will. do not tell him what he is or isnt allowed to do. you wouldnt like it if he did it to you. also, dont stalk him on the internet and respect his privacy.. dont read his txt msgs or listen to his voicemail.. thats private and personal and really isnt your place to be looking or listening.. respect him and he will do the same to you.. good luck

i thought id stopped..but turns out i havent.. im not even disgusted with myself anymore.. i dont do it for the pain or the emotion.. i do it because i love it.. because its beautiful.. i feel like a freak.. hi, my name is dimmie and im utterly hopeless