Good quesiton. Before we got married he mentioned a few times that when we have kids he wants me to stay home. He felt that to be important. Naturally, I was pleased because I too feel it is important to be home with the kids until they reach a certain age.
Now that we are married, I often wonder -how is going to make the possilbe. He doesnt' put any extra time into work. On his income alone we could never afford 'a' house and rasing a child. So what he says sounded great - but I am not seeing how he is trying to make the possible.
So I stay late at work - striving to learn more, take on more responsiblity, get a pay increase... and then start to get a thought in my head like - maybe he should be the one to stay home with the kids...but thats not they way I have always pictured it.
I am scared. Sometimes I think our differences are too big and we will always struggle because of that. I always said - when I get married it will be once - no matter what I will make it work - It not fair -is it- to ask him to become someone he is not - to try to change a person so much so that they themselves become unhappy (because thats what I think is happening).
How do you know when, in a relationship, that both are having to comprimise so much so to make the other person happy that inturn they themselves become unhappy. Does that make sense - the things I ask of him I feel will make him unhappy and the things that he asks of me - I know make me unhappy. When is it too much?
lost - confused - tired - sad - mad -