pocky_biscuz

You guys are so lucky......at least the friendship thing is working you. I on the other had a turn for worst. So when he didn't reply my emails and msn msg...i called him up an no answer. I left a msg. And told one of out mutal friends about why he's acting this way. It turns out that he emailed this friend of ours a rough draft of a nasty email stating that if i didn't leave him alone he would take legal actions or something. I was just stunned. I didn't think he would go this far. I believed that he was a decent rational guy despite what my and his friends told me. But i was wrong. I have lost all hopes for getting back together. He said he is not obligated to accept my offer of friendship (he was the one who proposed it first) and it will take YEARS for us to establish a friendship so he says. I was just in aw at how this guy is doing this to me. I mean, i did NC for 2 weeks....all i did was a friendly email and then he found a new excuse to hate me. YES he used the hate word. Apparently because i call him up to talk about why he's avoiding me.......he hates me so much that we cannot be friends whatsoever. I don't f*&*ing care any more. I just give up. There's no point in trying to get him back. Now i'm just doing NC so i won't get hurt anymore. And slowly trying to recover.

Jason........i'm going through the same thing......i took out alot of stress on my ex. And now that he's fed up and gone....i realize that i wasn't exactly a great gf to him. All this realization made me even more upset because all i want to do it have another chance but he won't. he hates me know and won't even talk to me. Says i'm a liar and that i made up stories of lossing my memory.......that's another story....but for me, i can't sleep. I wake up in less than 15mins. Just when i was falling asleep i wake up again. This sucks........

I wish i could be like that.........i hate the distance. We used to do so much together and enjoy each other's company. It's easier said than done when it comes to things like these. It makes me resent my friends who are in relationships right now. Sometimes i feel they are mocking me because i have a failed relationship. I really want him back. I've been googling non-stop in ways to win him back...........it's killing me.

But l've learned not to over analize things...it just could mean he's watching hockey. he is not obligated to talk to me. How could he be ok about it and go about his lonely lonely life? i know his friends......i found out all he did during the long weekend was watch cartoons and do homework. NO on even bother inviting him over for turkey. I know he sounds like a loser but i LOVE him!...........just wish there are ways to reel him back to me......i'm so desperate....and i know guys hate that.

OMG, if i had come to this site earlier i would have been more better off. I too want my ex back.......i'm trying the whole NC thing but i caved in after almost 2 weeks. It was Thanksgiving in Cananda and so i sent him an e-card. I also emailed him.....the contents were more or less like How have you been etc. He hasn't email me back yet. Also called him and he said he's busy.....watching hockey and will talk to me later, hang up. I dunno what to do anymore!!!! More NC?????? I just can't help thinking about him~! He's my first boyfriend too. We've been dating foyears. From the time apart and lossing him made me realize how much i love him. What should i do?!!!