OMG, if i had come to this site earlier i would have been more better off. I too want my ex back.......i'm trying the whole NC thing but i caved in after almost 2 weeks. It was Thanksgiving in Cananda and so i sent him an e-card. I also emailed him.....the contents were more or less like How have you been etc. He hasn't email me back yet. Also called him and he said he's busy.....watching hockey and will talk to me later, hang up. I dunno what to do anymore!!!! More NC?????? I just can't help thinking about him~! He's my first boyfriend too. We've been dating foyears. From the time apart and lossing him made me realize how much i love him. What should i do?!!!