I past the love truck stop we met at the second time we saw each other. We were so happy and excited to see and be with each other then. I had a lump in my throat and anxiety hit me so bad when I started remembering those times. I miss you so much, actually woke up feeling really good today and it.lasted most of the day til I saw that place. I really thought you were the last woman I'd ever be truly happy with. We discussed marriage and how in love we were and we enjoyed each other. But you lied! About all of it. Why? Why did you do that to me. You let me believe these things then destroyed my heart. I will move on you won't beat me. I will find love real love and happiness. Never the less part of my heart is still with you and I want it back you bixxh.