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Pdewitt

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  • Birthday 07/22/1969
  1. I past the love truck stop we met at the second time we saw each other. We were so happy and excited to see and be with each other then. I had a lump in my throat and anxiety hit me so bad when I started remembering those times. I miss you so much, actually woke up feeling really good today and it.lasted most of the day til I saw that place. I really thought you were the last woman I'd ever be truly happy with. We discussed marriage and how in love we were and we enjoyed each other. But you lied! About all of it. Why? Why did you do that to me. You let me believe these things then destroyed my
  2. I'm doing OK without you. I keep reminding myself your not good for me and you WILL do this to another guy. I feel sorry for him. You said your going to stay single for the rest of your life but you will need intimacy soon er or later. Just tell him upfront pleaser
  3. Stick it in your ass wxxre. I'm done wondering about you. I hope you drop dead and it's a miserable journey down
  4. Simple advice. Keep telling yourself and know in your heart. You DONT deserve to be treated like that. Look at all the good things in your life and you'll feel a spark of co contentment. The right person will come along one day and this will all be so far behind you, you wont even acknowledge it. We all go through these things and I doesn't kill you.
  5. I just didn't respond. To be spiteful I'll prob take some pics while in Daytona this weekend. I am meeting someone there. If I respond anything to her it'll be a pic of a much hotter woman with me. That should give her an answer about the "friend zone". Hoping this weekend does me a world of good. Friends,boats,booze and women
  6. I haven't blocked her from my phone. I have no social media accts. I really haven't the will to respond. Can't lie part of me wants to. But I WONT. I honestly never expected her to initiate a text. I figured I never even crossed her mind anymore. I'm not reading anything into the message. If she continues I will.block from my phone. A tiny part of me is comforted in knowing she thinks about me apparently. But it won't cause action on my part.
  7. Well she sent me a text this morning. Really about nothing. Simply said Good Morning and then let me know about a truck she just saw. I have not responded. But am confused by it. Any ideas?
  8. I have nothing left of hers around me. Not sure if you read my OP but I even quit my job because we were team drivers also and there were way too many memories in that truck. Plus all that windshield time left me with nothing but my thoughts. It killed me inside and I would drift off. 80k lbs of uncontrolled steel wasn't good for anyone. The only place she has a presence In now is my heart and mind. Your insight is very helpful. I OP in breakup titled what to do. I also have one In healing g after breakup plus one "this hole is Killing me" and " much better today". Guess that one was premature
  9. I accept. Im on day 2 and it is really tough today. We have been broke up for almost 2 weeks now. We have had contact since but nothing about the relationship. It has all been trying to be friends banter. She doesn't deserve my friendship to make herself feel better. I really do still love her so much but I know I have to let go. Especially with the habitual things we did. I hope this thread makes it easier. I have been using the thread 'post here instead of to your ex'. I'm trying everything but I found the best is encouragement from the members here. Thanks for this
  10. If anyone reads this I need help today.
  11. It didn't happen overnight. I suspect she has been feeling that way for a while and was probably sparing your feelings. Went through the same thing myself. She loved me still does. She just wasn't in love with me anymore. It blows but let it go get your life back and be happy. Trust me it'll come.
  12. Annieb, thanks for the kind words. I actually helps a little that someone was thinking of me out of the blue today. It is getting easier, not waking up with such a knot In my stomach anymore but as the morning presses on it starts to hit me. I start to slip into that mid depression that comes along with this. But it not being there as soon as I wake up is encouraging. It's funny you say that. I seem to find myself thinking about a lot of people on this forum and it helps to keep her out of my thoughts. I'm glad it is getting easier on you also. It's nice to know thete are people out there that
  13. This sucks!!!!!!! The woman I met wanted to hook up tonight and I told her I couldn't tonight. The other is weighing too heavy on my mind and if I'm with her I want to be there mentally. I did tell her a little about my ex over the phone and she didn't run. Not sure how to read that. She said come over and I'll make you forget her. I still couldn't. I'm not about the Booty call. If I did that I wouldn't want to know the woman. This Bxxxh has me sooooo messed up right now. 1 more day then I leave for Daytona to hang with a bud and have fun for the weekend. I know she is going to MI for her Neph
  14. I do but it really doesn't make it better right now. It's really rough today
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