pookie1014

I am constantly told that i am very insecure. I can not help the fact that i just get jealous of my gf being around other dudes...she is an angel and i trust her i just tend to get real jealous and lash out at her...i think i may be this way because in my house we have never really shown any love towards each other, we usually fight and no one ever says "i love you" or anything of that sort, not even my parents. Since my gf is the only person who has actually told/showed shes loved me i believe that possibly this is why i am so afraid of losing her and so insecure bc then i would be back to the point where their is no love. i dont know someone talk to me....

I trust my girlfriend very much, she is an angel i know she would never cheat on me....but i have a tough time trusting guys and we r at different colleges and i know guys are going to hit on her at parties but i just dont want things to get out of hand....I tend to always thing negatively and cant help it....How do i make myself think everything is going to be fine and their is no reason to worry?? I am so use to going to parties together and i just hate the thought of other guys being all over her....ahhh what do i do to overcome this crazy negativety i have running through my head? HELP

We are both 19 years old...But age means nothing to me...its just numbers

Me and my girlfriend have been together for 3 years now but this year we are attending two different Universities. As of now we are both all about our relationship working since we are an hour away from each other. Neither of us have a car but we have just recently found ways to be able to see each other. I am aware that we will not be able to see each other every weekend and i know she is going to attend parties but i am just so nervous that if she starts partying and enjoying herself the end maybe near. I trust her very much but i do not trust other guys. I know guys are going to make a move on her but i just cant get rid of this depressing feeling i have. We are young but i feel i am never going to find a girl better than her so i feel like my search is over but i dont know if she feels the same. She keeps stressing how young we are but i feel that age means nothing! I do not want to scare her away but i feel like i am annoying her by being this bugged out about being an hour away from each other! Being away from her has allowed me to realize how much this relationship means to me but i dont know how to make sure everything is alrite with us without always asking her. How do i deal with this time apart?