My name is Jordan, and I've cut myself for about 5 months. I started when my best friends my died. She was like a mom to me so it hurt a lot. I play softball and one of my teammates saw the cuts and said something to me, the weird thing was she did it to. So we pretty much take care of each other, we take turns bringing bandaids so nobody will see the cuts, she was using scirrors so I brought her a pocket knife. She helps me when i'm crying and when i need someone to talk to about it. I would really like to stop if anybody could help me please give me some advice.