When I woke up this morning the last thing I thought I'd be doing is posting my problem on a message board. I found this site in my deperate search for an answer...can you believe that I actually typed in 'cure for a broken heart' in google...anyways I have been reading a few posts and I feel comfortable sharing so here goes... I am going to state the facts and I want you to tell me your opinions or advice.
We started the realtionship 1 1/2 years ago, things went well, we had a great time together and she was everything I ever wanted. I am 25, she is 19. She had a very traumatic childhood, father was drug addict and mother was never there up until recently. When I was courting her she said she fell in love with me, and I with her. I was the first person in her life that had shown her the type care and love and it seemed promising.
About 3 months before the relationship eneded we would constantly fight, it was always realted to the fact that things were not going her way. The constant fighting led to the break up but now I look back at it and can't help but to think that it is 100% my fault, I sit here agonzing over all the times I could of done this...and all the times I shouldn't of done that...Is this normal? I am 25 but have only experienced 2 relationships (serious & otherwise) Do all break ups feel like this? How can I cope with the yearning sensation to call her, for the past week I have sat at work staring into space think about every part of the relationship trying to figure out what happened and how to get her back. PLEASE HELP, I feel alone!