INxJ
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INxJ replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
Ever since you've broken up with me, I haven't had a proper day of mourning. No time to really reflect about what has happened and allowed myself to shed the tears that I needed to. Writing to you here, helps me do that. Writing this here for some reason makes my mind to try to connect to you and express how I feel, and it really hurts. I think about all the times we've gazed into each other's eyes, smiled, and embraced. How can everything move so fast? Was it even real for you? I don't know. How can you tell me that you needed a lot of alone time when you were with other guys, but not with me, but then suddenly you needed space and didn't communicate that to me well? Or was I not listening? I've tried to think of all the negative points about you to try to get you out of my mind. To take you off that pedestal and look to someone better, but that hasn't really worked out so well. I hate that you made me feel like the woman in the relationship and that you were the guy. What the hell was going on with us? I'm sick of thinking about it and really, really want to get over you. -
Day 14.5 I'm going to stop counting the days of NC. There's no point to it anymore. I'm not going to contact you and I don't you're going to contact me either, because I know you're just as stubborn as I am. If you do decide to contact me, I'll listen to what you have to say and we can take it from there, but I don't think that day will ever come.
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Day 14 Started watching Parenthood where we left off. It was painful to watch Kristina be upset at Adam and him trying to placate her. Sometimes I don't know why I do that to myself.
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Day 13 I hate having to think about you every day. When will this stop?
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Day 12 Couldn't sleep well last night thinking about the things you've said that bother me. I don't know how many times I've replayed the scene where you told me that your feelings for me changed and how crestfallen I was from hearing that. Please don't try to contact me. My feelings for you are changing too...
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Day 11 Looking forward to getting out of the Rage phase and into the Lifting one. It helps me to cycle through your faults as I lay in bed thinking about you.
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Day 10 Remember how you fixated on all the negatives before you dumped me? Well, now I'm starting to think about all the negative things about you.
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Day 9 You once told me that tend to be 'out of sight, out of mind' for you. I guess that means you probably don't even think of me, eh. At least I'm not losing sleep over you anymore.
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Day 8 I guess I'm still in the angry phase. It's best that you don't try to contact me as I might lash out at you.
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Day 7 I guess I'm stuck thinking about you every day for however long this will take to get over you. I wonder if you ever think about me and the good times we've had?
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Day 6 It's been three weeks since our breakup. I keep fantasizing about you realizing your mistake and asking me to try again. Do I want to go through that pain again? I don't really know.
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Day 5 Do you even think about me? Any good thoughts in there at all? You said you wanted some space so that you can miss me. Are you missing me now? What is it with people and space, anyway?
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INxJ replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
Remember when things were fine and you told me how hard it is to find someone who is a match? If you saw me as a match, why wouldn't you want to work things out? How can you change your mind so quickly? I was willing to change a lot of things for you. Didn't you understand that? Was that too much for you? I don't understand. Would you rather have someone who's not a match and you change yourself for them? What is going on... -
Day 4 I hope you never contact me, so I don't have to reset this count...
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Day 3 Why do I keep thinking about you every day? It's been three weeks since our breakup and I want to stop thinking of you...