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Tind

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  1. Hi i have been struggling the last few days since last thursday ..my ex texted me over the weekend because i was harassing him i felt i.had to let my anger out or i would go mad and i lost it on him I was surprise he did not threaten to call the police...I was going through the anger phase and i still am..i don't want him back but i want him to feel the pain he put me through Anyways i met someone .. We are suppose to meet up on Sunday even though i met someone else i still feel like a failure because i couldn't make things work with my ex..i don't know who i am so angry with weather it's with myself or my ex
  2. Hi everyone i had been going through a tough time the last couple of days trying to get my ex to respond to me and in between this time i had been listening to a YouTube channel by Abraham Hicks she is a motivational speaker on law of attraction i had been listening to her speak on how to align yourself vibrationally with your vortex to attract what you need when you want it..i had been doing her work trusting the universe to give me the release i needed to move on and let go from my ex..that was all i needed i didn't want him back i just want to let go and not look back for my own sanity.. After doing her work my ex finally responded and when he did i felt like i finally got my power back and i am ready to move on.. If you are struggle to let go listen to one of Abraham hicks youtube channel on the laws of attraction or her inspirational speeches on moving on and letting go..they have helped me maybe they will help you too
  3. hi i couldnt control my self i was going through the anger phase..i called him and let him have it not before i bombarded his phone with messages and textes because he would not answer ..i felt i had to let it out our i would have burst..this no contact thing was making me feel as if i could not express my emotions. i was suppressing my feelings and if i did not let them out i felt like i was going to lose my mind. any ways i felt enough time has passed for me to have complete control of my emotions so i would not make a complete fool of my self. i got my closure and now i feel as if i can move on..so tomorrow starts my true beginning of letting go without looking back ..day one of NC not to get him back but to let go..i am going to need help to stay on this path....thanks to anyone who can help me through this as i do the same for them.....God bless
  4. Hi feeling down today miss the ex..this my 7th week on NC..haven't heard from him not expecting to...was thi king back on the good and the bad and wondering if he is seeing anyone..trying my best to move on and leave it in God's hands
  5. It seems as if he still cares for u deeply..i feel strongly that you two will find your way back to each other.... God bless
  6. Thank you strongmily ..i will try this exercise i so appreciate you being here for me as i will be here for you and everone else who needs kind words and strength to lean on....god bless
  7. Woke up feeling sad this morning.. Thinking of things that might or might not be true.. Why am i trying to make my self miserable.. Its been six weeks why am i going backwards
  8. Its been six weeks of no contact ..starting Nc again after a same old same old i have finally learned my lesson ..took one year to finally slowly get out of my fog Haven't heard a peep from him..had some ok days and some days when i find it difficult to get out of bed..when will i be my self again I am planning on nc til he breaks..lets see if he ever will hes as stubborn as a mule
  9. Today is day 16..yesterday was a trying day ..i feel much better today.. I am making a positive affirmation.. I will make alot of money today and we all will have a WONDERFUL DAY!!!!
  10. I forgot to mention his birthday was on the 7th i thought of texting happy birthday but decided not to..he is a manipulative person by nature and would proberly take it the wrong way
  11. Hi i am on day 15... I am beginning to feel lonly again especially in the mornings.. Yesterday was a challenge i was itching to call but i fought the feeling by reminding my self how destructive it would be for me and my healing and how i will remain stuck in a vicious mentally destroying state of not being able to let go and move on to healthier relationship with someone that is better for me
  12. Day 14 of no contact..i am doing this challenge to move on..but wondering if i will eventually hear from this stubborn man..i know i am not suppose to care ..but i am only human
  13. Hello i am on day 13 of no contact i am feeling ok haven't heard from him but he is a very stubborn man.. I am also doing this to move on
  14. Hi i would like to start this challenge i am on day 12 of no contact with my ex ..he had promised to move back in with me but at the last minute he changed his mind ..i believe he had no intention of moving in but was string me along..we spoke twice since he dropped the bomb on me..and its beeb 12 days since...i had been tempted a few times but i pushed through without doing it..i have been up and down with my feelings and thoughts but i am determined to never contact him again ..but i did text him 12 days ago to not be afraid to call me sometimes.. It might have been wrong but whats done is done..i havent heard from him since He is a stubborn man and i will be suprise if i do here from him..he is manipulative too and i am determine not to make him manipulate me
  15. I am tempted to see if you text me on mothers day if you didn't I would be devastated
  16. Hi I am sitting here alone thinking of texting you asking you to come keep me company and take me to my niece bridal shower... Knowing you you would ignore me
  17. F@#k you ....thanks for wanting to keep me company.. You en creep what r u really doing why don't you want to talk.. Your ruining everything.. Your pissing me off!!! Ugggghhh
  18. Thanks...what a conversation starter.. So vague and stupid I guess you don't want to talk.. !!!
  19. Hi I text you a bunch if times yesterday it took you awhile to respond You said you are not closing the door and you need to find out who you are and where your life is heading I don't know what that means and you would not explain.. I suggested we keep in touch and hang out once in awhile to see if we can start anew..you did not agree or disagree so I do not know where you stand on that...anyways I am thinking of waiting a couple of weeks before I contact you again knowing you will never contact me again since you are so passive aggressive and manipulative
  20. Sending you those text was a big mistake now you won't talk to me I should have just done what I said I was going to do which was talk to you occasionally
  21. Still up and down emotions ...I wish I can be completely indifferent and move on,..I hate feeling rejected.. Boohoo
  22. From now on if I ever feel like sending you a text I will post here instead.. Because it is not worth it sending it to you..it only set me back and make me feel depress..any ways hope you are having a lovely day..hopefully one day you can forgive me and see me as someone you truly love and want to be with...God bless I will pray for us to keep each other company again without the drama but with lots of love and forgiveness
  23. I have sent you the last text I will ever send..you haven't reply and I think if I leave w well enough alone eventually you will..weather the reply will be good or bad I don't know but you move like a snail at everything so I will give you your space to do so..
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