Two months have passed since you dumped me for that other man. How do you feel about it? Probably superb, because you showed me after 4 years what you're capable to do, how selfish you can be. Keep living in your world of fantasy, I was forced by you to face reality and to face how hard life is. In the same way my life changed after getting together with you, my life will change again, this time after you and for the better. The man you knew is dying slowly and a better version of me is coming out of this pain. You know I have too many good things, now imagine a better version of me? Too bad that when you realize it it will be too late. I have faith that if I just continue doing the best for me, and acting with honesty and good intentions, eventually someone will appear in my life who will deserve the best of me.
It's sad to not have even your friendship anymore, that hurts me also. We were so good friends appart from good lovers, but my future is not by your side. I deserve better. I really do.
By the way, remember the super interesting girl I told you about last week? Well we are going out on Friday, and to be honest with you I'm really excited about it. We have been talking quite regularly and she is simply awesome. She's your complete opposite: she's funny and intelligent. We have so many things in common that make me wonder why was I even with you, when we were so different. You will probably have always a point on your favor, and that is your beauty, it's not a lie you are one of the most beautiful girls I've seen, but beauty will start to fade in the next years, and your biggest weapon will lose effectiveness. I hope the new man doesn't get tired of you too soon.
All the best for you, really.