elle83

i am starting to let you go...

i've learned to be happy without you. i've learned to be happy with my life, my friends, my family, and myself...but i am scared to death of the unknown. i hate missing you and i hate that i still love you. get out of my head so i can heal fully.

definitely! there just aren't any shortcuts to a place worth going. we will get there...

It has been exactly 7 weeks. I don't think you're counting the days like I am. I miss you so damn much, and it brings me to tears. Still. I wish you nothing but happiness... but I also deserve this wish. I am and will be even more happy with or without you. But I am strong and I don't need you. I am detaching you from my life. I was fine before you and I am fine after you.

Hey you, Are you thinking of me? I still love you so much, and i hate it. I wish you were next to me, holding me, and telling me the sweet things you always do. I'm crying a lot less now, but the pain buried inside still burns. I miss everything about us, about you. But it wasn't working, and i hope one day we will have one more shot at it, and make it even better. Whatever happens in the future, I just hope you are happy. I'm finding myself again, getting stronger everyday. I do love you, but I don't need you.

i am missing you quite a lot today. maybe because i appreciated you, every bit of you during our relationship, and now i still feel like i have lost a great guy. i love you still, and i beat myself up about it everyday. i have to stop loving you. but you let me go, and i know that i'm an amazing girl who deserves better. someone who will love and cherish me. someone who will work hard at our relationship and not quit. someone who will commit to me and be faithful. deep inside my heart, i know that we are meant to be together. but it doesn't mean, we will end up together.

Why did you hurt me so much? I've given you my all and you threw it all away. I'm not sure if I can ever forgive you. I will find someone better than you. You'll regret breaking up with me one day. I promise you that.

i keep dreaming of you. i hope it stops soon. i really miss you today... i wish i can just talk to you like old times. i resent you for acting like a fool.. for being naiive..for everything because I'm hurting so much. but everything happens for a reason. i hope one day you will open your eyes and realize exactly what you have done.

bump! i guess reconciliations do happen, but we can't expect nor hope....just move on with our lives and see what the future holds for us.

When I pray, I pray for you. I had put you first, and I still do. Why? Because that is what real love is. I cared for your happiness, with or without me. But now, I must stop loving you. You will look back one day, and realize the biggest mistake you've made in your life. I promise you that. You're so naive, you chase the rush, the infatuation, not knowing how to really love...not knowing how to even love yourself. Pretty girls come a dime a dozen. I'm an amazing girl - and it's definitely your loss.

i love you so much, and it's a shame that you couldn't give that back to me. i deserve someone so much better than you. i deserve someone who will treat me better and embrace my qualities. you'll regret letting me go one day. i'm sure of it.