IceKold

man homie you should be glad that you just got that far...........or for a matter of you got some at all.wooooooooooooooooo hoo,you crazy people are lucky.

so cheka this yo, i had this one girl we went out but never really did anything,to tell you the truth i am surprised, i think i am attractive some girls think i am cute and based on my analyzis i think i am good looking, for some reason some girls come talk to me after they broke up with their little punk gangster boyfriends who treat them like sh* you know, so they come talk to me and so an so............ to make a long story short i think i am a natural,i listen i care i everything a girl possibily want but i never had A girlfriend. why is that, Very important to,when you kisse a girl those the teeth like crash or some thing,who colese their eyes first the boy or the girl?

(sorry if i messed up on stuff but i am freaking suicidle right now) i am so freaking confused man!!!! i am a high school student sophmore, i dont know what i want to do yet, but one think that i know is that i want to live the life i want you know,cars,cash, and a girl thats right a girl on women but a girl. (sorry if i miss spell stuff but i am so freaking crazy right know i hope you reach me before the news at eleven does) My brother tells me that i need to study every freaking day and hard, that he know how its done and stuff, yhea.... he goes to UCLA but i just dont understand what all kind of people tell me man,on one hand my brother thells me to study and not to f up and study and study and study,my teachers say that if the colleges look at your 1.2.3 year of high school,my friends and counselors tell me that i need to get like b"s and above. but the madvice that i have listen more is to my brothers friend and that is keep doing what you do. my grades are like c"s and above mostly c"s all kinds of people put pressure on me that i need to do this that i need to do that, some other people tell me that the stockmarket and investing is the way to go.by the way i am thinking of going to college and its eather northwestern or occidental. so basically what i am triyng to say is that how can i make like 75k or more a year how can i live my life how can i stop writing these kind of letters and just know were i am headed why!!!!!