sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 Sorry wrong thread again! Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 Sandy, I'm here.What do you want to talk about? Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Oh DYT, met up accidently with my ex tonite, he loves me again, i don't now how to feel about that, he hurt me soo much... sorry im crying and typing as well...... he ... welll i will tell you more when i can... im so hurt, i love him, but whats he doing to me...? Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 Jack? Well, you know it's hard to turn off feelings we have for someone. Have you also had a few tonight? You know that wont help little lady Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Hey You I love it, that we are such friends you remember that bums name yes it Jack, and girl, i wish I could say i didn't love him cause I STILL DO, silly me, and yeah mama (only kidding) I know your right, but im soo friggin sad now and loving him like i used tooo.... sometimes feels like I should just die Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Seriously, feel like calling it a day lately.... Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 I know you've been feeling this way for a while...so have so many of our buds in the DIG. That wont solve anything tho, you know that. Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 You know, you will probably always love him, but loving him isn't healthy for you. With time, you will be able to get over him. Stop going to the same bar girl, you always get hurt when you run into him... Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Yeah the hurt it so hard to take.... Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 umm, yes it is. The absolute epitome of life isn't it? Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Hey DYT he actually approached me, told me how pretty i looked, whats he doing that for...??? I don't understand, but I do know if he ignored me like I ingnore him, i wouldn't be saadd like i am.... thaank god for you dyt Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 I've never been suicidal in my life, but i am now, i guess is xmas, Jack , no family, nothing, im so lonely.... Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 Hey girl, in all seriousness...the man still loves you. You know that. Do I think it's a healthy love? NO! You still love him......however this doesnt mean you should be with him...you know that. What is it that YOU want? Tell me so I can have an idea whats going through your head right now. Link to comment
DN Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 It is time to love yourself more than him for a while. That means taking care of yourself, getting enough sleep and facing each day one at a time. It's 12.45 now. Perhaps it would be a good idea to try and get some sleep and do some thinking tomorrow when your mind is fresher and you can make some good decisions. Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Oh DYT, I don't know whats up with him, he told me tonite he missed me so much etc..... don't believe everyone he says tho, dunno what to think, ya know DYT that I was feeling better till I saw him tonite.... he's leading me on... i think ... he know's i love him.....yeah love him back... but don't wanna shoot myself in the foot anymore either..... Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 The thing this scares me, is I don't really wanna live anymore if its without him... can't believe i've admitted this, but no don wanna go on.... god i love him, need him in my life.................. Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 You need him like a pair of worn out shoes Sandy! Dont go places where you know he may show up. You cant heal that way. NC means just that....you have to stay away from him. Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 Sandy, did you hear what DN said? He is a wise man, he knows what he's talking about. Can you try to go in and sleep? I think you'll feel better in the morning when you have had some sleep. Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Aw DYT you are the best, can't promise I will be a good girl, but I do understand why people wanna just leave this so called life ..... aww its so sad.... and hurtful.... don't wanna live very much lately.... Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 It beats death...hands down. Have you ever asked a dead person if they enjoy being dead? lol Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 No but DYT I've been feeling like I m totally broken emotionallly lately,,,, Link to comment
sandyv Posted December 16, 2006 Author Share Posted December 16, 2006 Is that why William55 left, he probably felt the destitution that I do now....? BTW God Bless Him, his hurt is Over Link to comment
doyathink Posted December 16, 2006 Share Posted December 16, 2006 I'm not sure what happened with him....he seemed very nice. You need to find something to help keep you busy instead of going out where he may be. Like, stay on here.. Link to comment
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