dpressedone89 Posted November 19, 2006 Share Posted November 19, 2006 feelings are tormented and i so demented, i cant say that, that suicide is not the answer, the question was never asked conscience is the cancer, that ---k--- up my whole world but i love the rush the white lines disapear, hatred and distrust, have driven me to hear but i love the taste, the taste of sanity so i keep gently laced in powdered humanity can you tell me why, why its come to this tell me why my sanity only comes in 3 line hits can you tell me where its coming from? I created my own master I created this insanity every second is getting faster why has this come to be. - stitcheS week 3 with no cocaine in my system, its so hard but im doing it for the girl i love (see sig.) and she is worth anything in the world. what you all think? Link to comment
blender Posted November 19, 2006 Share Posted November 19, 2006 I think you it's important to remember to be doing this incredible journey of no drugs for YOURSELF.. you are worth it.... it's the toughest thing in the world to do, I hope you have a 12 step program or someone who is helping, guiding you through this addiction recovery. Be proud of yourself for having the courage to go three weeks, now just go one day at a time, for YOU, for your own sake, once you are doing this for yourself, all will start to get better, better, better, better, better... it's difficult right now, but you will heal, be emotionally healthier, be happy, and be way more attractive... your own journey of letting go of this past choice to engage with drugs.. well your recovery will bring about the laws of attraction and all will be okay... just one day at a time... Your poem was very well written, keep writing...... Link to comment
DizzyDoris Posted November 19, 2006 Share Posted November 19, 2006 I think that was a great poem, really well written. Good on you for coming this far, like blender says above, just take one day at a time. You should be proud of yourself, your doing really well. Dealing with any addiction is hard, but especially drugs. Keep on track and dont undo all your hard work, just think of all that extra cash you'll have! Good luck hope you keep us updated on your progress. Link to comment
Shadows Light Posted November 20, 2006 Share Posted November 20, 2006 Love the Poem!!!! And Awesome on the path and Journey you are taking to remaining sober. Keep it up... and do find a 12 step program if you find your head thinking too much about back stepping. YOU are worth it. Love Yourself 1st.. you can't love someone else until you love yourself first. Link to comment
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