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[QTpie87]

I can't feel anything. It's gotten worse and worse and now all I can feel if I feel anything at all is pain. so I really prefer not feeling anything at all which is what it has been 99% of the time anyway.

I know suicide isn't the answer to anything, and I don't think I could bring myself to do it, but I just wonder why stay like this, every time this happens it gets worse and now I have to even try to feel things physically, I can but it's different to the point where I don't want to touch anything, I just want to sit and think.

is this bad or just another part of growing up?

[Bethany]

Do your thoughts go over and over incessantly like a broken record? And if so, what do you think about?