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I'm trying to make sense of it all I see the whole play finally I understand why I wasn't a concern 4 years is all time to hide a bond I remember wen I stayed in the alley n came in you 2 was in the bathroom of my apartment... I just wonder what was wrong with me that question will never go away, n as much as you would never believe a word I said  it was drummed I'm ur head how ***Y I was till it stuck thing is I  have ever had a relationship with my sister ever never hung around didn't n don't know her today I don't even know why she moved in on you n destroyed something that I can never look forward to no friendship love no affection I thought there would be a rainbow  wen we finally got clean she cheated me out of this!!!!  I don't love her I havent proceed anything but I know if I don't I won't make it half a year fighting the depression...I've decided to air everything out its the only way i think I might be able to cope I'm hoping for karmic reaction from God I want to wake up n forget you ever existed so I can heal