Grinch2017 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 All, I have posted on here a lot and that is because I just had a lot of unresolved feelings which have been resolved to some extent. I realised today that you can't control people's behaviours, what they think of you, if they respect you. With my ex he never respected me and frankly didn't care enough I guess blaming drink and drugs is easy as he was doing them. However, I realised if the slightest thing upset him suddenly I'm the C'U'*T and I'm sorry but that's not my problem. I've made a decision that none of it is and he owes me an apology (which I still haven't got). I'm annoyed with myself for not stooping to his level or being passive aggressive I just waiting until he was back to normal. In hindsight I should have pulled him up on it "but I was in love".... no more rose coloured glasses!!! I'm done with him so I've blocked him since he has a new girlfriend and I never want to hear from him again! Unless he has a heartfelt apology and comes off of the drugs and moves to the countryside and disowns his disgusting cousin (who wanted to share me) and grubby mates. I'm chalking this one up to I've learnt my lesson and I'm not looking back. I will now Continue with the rest of my life! He didn't deserve me and never will! ✨✨✨ To everyone who is in love with a cocaine addict, set your boundaries and if they can't be met disappear 👻 Because frankly they are horrible cowards who bully, manipulate and lie I.e can't be trusted are ready to ruin your life!!!! Love and light! Thank you for all the advice that has helped me so very much ❤️ Link to comment
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