SK123 Posted December 16, 2017 Share Posted December 16, 2017 Hey guys. 4 months ago my ex and I broke up. It was her decision and mostly had to do with the fact that I was suffering badly from depression and didn't handle it well at all and it was stressing her out. Over these last few months I've been NC. I've been working on myself a lot. I've been in therapy and it's been really good for me. I stopped drinking, I made new friends, got a degree at uni, picked up new hobbies. I've even been seeing other girls but I just can't get my ex off my mind. We had great times together but I was never able to fully give her what she needed because I was too messed up and not in a right mindset at all. Now I've been feeling really bad about everything that happened between us towards the end and I can't stop being mad at myself for not getting help sooner. I really want to talk to her, not even necessarily to try to get her back but mostly just to clear the air between us because things ended on quite a bad note and I hate it because I truly loved her a lot. I'm super torn though. Do I reach out or just let it go? Link to comment
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