Larissa Grand Posted July 19, 2017 Share Posted July 19, 2017 I have been feeling this way for a couple months now. I moved out of my parents house about 9 months ago and I just feel like I'm lost with no direction. I live with my bf and I do most the chores and house cleaning, it's overwhelming. I do like everything being super clean but it's gotten to the point where if my bf leaves his socks thrown in the living room, I get mad. It's a weird feeling because I can be super happy and jolly but one little thing can tick me off, and I'll be in the worst mood. I used to not be this way. I am emotional 24/7 and I hate it. I hate how I'm so sensitive. If I feel like something is said to me in a bad way, I cry. Also, I'm constantly living in the past. My bf and I used to be good friends before we started dating and I know a lot about his past. I know things no gf would want to know. Sometimes I'll start remembering and I'll get super emotional and I'll feel disgusted towards my bf. I'll become distant and I'll try to avoid him. I know I shouldn't do that but I can't help it. I honestly don't know what to do. I wish I wasn't this way. I constantly am looking at the negative and crying. I try to hide it. I can't remember how many times I've cried myself to sleep. I just want to be my old self again. Link to comment
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