Wondering what's the point of liveing anymore

[CrystalDawn]

I'm starting to wonder what the point of me liveing is honestly. Everyone I count on isn't there when I need them or leaves me. I can't deal with it anymore.

[cooldude1234]

HEY

 

Don't believe that. There are lots of people who care. I'm sure there are many here, myself included. You have many reasons to live. Don't give in, things can only get better

[CrystalDawn]

A friend that was like an older brother to me move to Ma he was the one that helped me hold together without him I'm falling apart

[nexus532]

Don't worry, this phase will most likely pass. You need to try to get involved with some clubs that will make you want to go on to the next day. Something fun.

[CrystalDawn]

I don't want to do anything with others I've very withdrawn and not very social all the time.

[berserk]

You just need new friends try and go out and do something you like or take up a new hobby or excercise to get rid of stress and all that. I know it helped me.

[CrystalDawn]

How many times do I need to say, I am very antisocial, I hate school though I am doing better, then again I haven't been going to or worrying about school, I think I'm just going to drop out then work on getting my Ged and go from there.

[nexus532]

Well than, what can i say. I guess that you do what you think is best for you. Try to think long term, no more of this short term stuff. When your old and unable to move around at a healthy pace you will look back on your life and wish you had done so many things different. You will die alone and unhappy, thinking that you somewhere within you, there was a happy woman just wanting to come out and share your life with the world. Forgive me for saying these harsh words, but you need to open up you eyes and see all the good things that you are missing.

[drahcir]

How many times do I need to say, I am very antisocial, I hate school though I am doing better, then again I haven't been going to or worrying about school, I think I'm just going to drop out then work on getting my Ged and go from there.

 

Thats a really good start. I tell you, when you leave high school you will make soooooooo many friends that you didn't know before. MOst people in high school are rather selfish and don't care about others.....but outside I am sure you will find many friends who care about you and who you won't want to withdrawl from. Maybe you will even find a boyfriend who cares about you.......good luck!!!!

[Ontario]

I've said it before, and I'll say it again.

 

Suicide is by far the most selfish act that you can commit. You may think that no one will care, but believe me, in every case, you're freakin' wrong. Many will eb affected, no amtter how many disliked you. They'll think about how horrid they were to you, and the bad thing is, you won't be around to hear it.

 

Suicide is never the answer.

 

And anyway. Many others could be very good friends to you. One of my friends considers me a brother to her, and many have taken places beside me to help her.

 

Trust me, if you have friends, and I believe you do, they will stand for you.

-V

[Final cut]

Is This late to post a reply? Well, antisocial........

That is one big problem. I was too, when I was at your age.

Have you heard that one before? I, know what you mean, go at and find some friends, find a social hobby, talk to your parents or friends, yak yak yak.

 

I hated crowds and talking to people, even the ones I knew and liked.

If you're lucky someone will conact you one day and keep contacting you.

One person is enough to keep another one alive.

By age you will learn, but not alone.

 

Often it sucks to be young.

You're only 17. Like everybody says, things will get better.

Lonelyness was about to break me down. Cutting my self, drinking, loking for tall building to jump off from, depressions.

 

Don't go through life alone.

It is possible but tough.

It WILL get better.

[CrystalDawn]

Actully it's not to late but it might be tonight don't know though depends. But then again my bf would follow me and that's a bad thing so ya. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so guilty I keep falling into the same trap and makeing the same mistakes. I'm tired of it.

[smmrdwnmon]

Don't feel too bad. At least you have a place in life. Life could be so much worse. Wouldn't you feel bad if you knew that you would be leaving your friend in MA behind? I'm sure he would be upset. Just remember that your not alone.

Make do with what you have and try to get more

[CrystalDawn]

Jay'll live he's so strong, He really helped me while he was here though when he left I lost alot of hope. I dropped out of school, though I'm going to try to get my Ged and I'm trying to get a job and stuff but still. I just don't know what to do anymore.

[CrystalDawn]

I can't do anything to help anyone, I can't stand this. I don't know what to do anymore really. It's like I'm never good enough for anyone. My bf is haveing so many problems and I just can't seem to help him or anyone else for that matter.