ForAnother Posted November 26, 2004 Share Posted November 26, 2004 I'd suppose I'd put this post here but I am not so sure. My current gf and I have been dating about 3 weeks I suppose.. (maybe 4 I dunno not keeping count). Before her I dated a girl of 1 year. My ex and I had sex the second week we were dating (in fact I took her virginity). My ex was also my first love, and pretty much the first time I ever fell (I dated before, but didn't take the dive cuz I didn't spend enough time with them). Basically what I want to ask is, will I fall again? and why am I not as interested in this new one of 1 month (I been broken from my ex for 2 months now, and have been on NC for each of our own benefits). First of all I am thinking maybe I haven't fallen for this new one because, I hadn't really considered dating seriously until my ex. I decided that I would give it my all, and that I wanted to have a great relationship. So I would drive down, bring her flowers... the whole deal (also I was in High school). I just fell with her.. Secondly, I think the sex was also a whole thing to our relationship... the sex we had was STUNNING... just breathtaking. I have had sex with 3 other girls, and she was just... amazing. I have yet to have sex with my current, which I am so happy because we are taking it slow, something I have never done before. Third, I had to drive 45 min to see my ex. Currently I am in college, and my gf is one floor above me, so if I wanna see her I can just go up and say "hey." I think some of the thrill is gone. The whole thing is, is that I share just about everything with my current gf. I mean everything, we have pretty much similiar views which is nice. We do have dissagreements and we always laugh about things. I find myself physically much more attracted to her, and her personality (i think). I did like the very defensive personality of my ex, however I think that it was the demise of our relationship. This girl isn't defensive at all, and is so laid back just like I am. I guess I can't figure out what made me love my ex so fast? Was it just infatuation? Can you fall again once you fell SO HARD your first time? I just hope that it happens again. I still think about my ex quite a bit (perhaps I am not over her?). I have been tempted to call a few times, but I know its best that I don't... so I haven't. I really am mad at her as she is angry at me. I wanna apologize, but I know if I do she's gonna be a jerk just like always. Maybe I am hanging onto something that I have to let go... but it just won't leave my mind. I really do like my current alot... I think we will have a long relationship.. but I am scared. ForAnother Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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