funtobearound Posted November 18, 2004 Share Posted November 18, 2004 I sent this letter to my ex after 2 months of being broken up. I no longer wish to be back with her but I felt I neded to make amends to her in order to go on... Any Thoughts : My Apology XXXXX, I'm not sure about the timing of this letter but once I wrote it I thought it was important to send it to you. I hope you are willing to read it. I've always felt that part of healing is making amends when and where possible. I hope this amend is still possible.. I don't think the half assed apology I made a few months ago was worthy. I have always been the type of person that looks at my place in a situation and deals with my part in it. It's part of my character. I am a better person today after knowing you. When we broke up I had no choice but to look inside myself and find out why I acted the way I did with you. I can honestly say that I had to do a lot of work on myself. I have grown from this. It all came down on me one day.. Like a ton of bricks, emotions I couldn't stop…I let the tears flow and grieved. I kept asking myself things like : What had I done to you ?. Why do you hate me ? How could I fix it?.. Then for the first time in my life I learned that I couldn't fix something, The only thing that I could do was disappear and fix me. I have learned from my mistakes and from the mistakes I made regarding you as well as my argumentative stance, and I deeply regret my behavior and lack of respect that I brought to you and our relationship. I am Sorry. I had no right to treat you the way I did. You were the one thing in my life that made so much sense to me, we had staying power and I let my ego and other things ruin everything that we both worked hard on. I am Sorry I hurt you. I am deeply and truly in love with you and will be for the rest of my life.. I know that we will never see each other again and I accept that, but I want you to know that on this journey that is called life I am so grateful to have loved and known you and you will always be inside me, and please be careful on your journey without me because you carry something very precious to me... you have my heart. Love, XXX Quote Link to comment
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