shortest_straw90 Posted November 3, 2011 Share Posted November 3, 2011 Im on day 3 NC, when Ive gotten through this day it will have been the longest we havent talked to each other. Im in pieces at the moment. Ive just woken up after having a dream of getting back together with her and everything being ok. I still love her guys and Ii really dont want to anymore, I thought I was doing well but I cant stop crying or thinking about how much I miss her and love her. Oh god I love her with all my heart, how could she do this to me, what did I ever do to anybody? It used to be the nights that were hard but now Im waking up every morning with her on my mind because she's all I ever dream about. I know theirs nothing you can do about it but it just seems the less I think of her during the day, the more I think of her at night. I just really miss her, alot more than ever before, Im feeling very weak and Id hate to break NC because of this. If she was to initiate contact today I dont know if I would be strong enough to deal with it how I know I should. Really need some support guys. Link to comment
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