Silverbirch Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 This is the first day in 3 months I haven't cried. Every single day I have cried like a baby. Today was a much better day. I can't know how I will be tomorrow, but I'm grateful that today has been better. Link to comment
mouseno4 Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 I feel happy for you. And your an Aussie like me! Glad to hear some HAPPY news on this site for the first time! Remember - think positive! Link to comment
Silverbirch Posted June 7, 2011 Author Share Posted June 7, 2011 Hi Mouse, thank you -and I'm in Victoria too -near St Andrew's outside of Melbourne. Link to comment
mouseno4 Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 Oh i am nowhere near Melbourne. Try a little rural town way out in the sticks, Briagolong, 35 mins north of Sale. Link to comment
Silverbirch Posted June 7, 2011 Author Share Posted June 7, 2011 I didn't get home from work until 10pm, but stayed up, curled up on the sofa with the dog asleep on my feet, watching telly and practising drawing mandalas. And you know what, for the first time in 3 months I feel at peace and happy! I wanted to stay up past midnight and be able to post this. Oh we are a long way from each other Mouse! Thanks Steve. Keep working on that suntan! Link to comment
TiredOfGames Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 I especially liked the "WhoooHooo"! Good for you Silver! This feeling should help you rest easier tonight too! Onwards and upwards, ToG Link to comment
Silverbirch Posted June 7, 2011 Author Share Posted June 7, 2011 Hi! Thanks Chris and TOG! I'm going to bed now, and think I might sleep better tonight. I'm going to think of Viggo Mortenson before I close my eyes! Link to comment
TiredOfGames Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 Sweet dreams Silver and Viggo! Link to comment
italiannmf24 Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 Any progress is good progress. Good for you. Link to comment
RecentlyAlone Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 Happy for you Always grateful for those days! Link to comment
Silverbirch Posted June 7, 2011 Author Share Posted June 7, 2011 Hi! I definitely slept better last night and can't recall waking in the very early hours as I have every other night over the last 3 months. Have found my thoughts wandering a little about him this am, but using some thought stopping. I really want to get myself well again. Looking at myself in the mirror is motivation enough - I look so much older. I want to feel beautiful again. Link to comment
mouseno4 Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 No you dont 'look so much older'. If your photos on the website are anything to go by, you still look young. Link to comment
Silverbirch Posted June 8, 2011 Author Share Posted June 8, 2011 Thanks Mouse. I do truly look a lot older, but I'm going to try and do some things about that. I'm going to get on with my day now. Not working today. Going to see friends tonight and lots to do at home. Have a good one! Link to comment
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