I lost my love and I want her back.

[Pimpfection27]

Well I don't really know where to start. I guess from the beginning. I met this girl one night at a dance. I had never seen her around before but she really caught my eye. I started talking to her and found out she was involved with someone and they had been dating for 2 years on and off. Well that night I end up taking her home and I get her number. We started talking alot and well she said that she really wanted to date me. So after a week of us talking she left her boyfriend for me. We had been dating for 2 weeks and I swear to you we both fell in love. Everything was perfect. No arguments no resentments. After 2 weeks of dating we got intemit. She was my first and I was her first. So she dated this one guy for 2 years and never had the urge to be close to him like that but it was different for us. I remember on Christmas Eve we were coming back from a family get together. We were riding with her parents and we were in the back seat. Well she was really tired from the day so she fell asleep. And as she fell asleep she held onto my arm and gently laid her head on my shoulder with a slight smile. God she was just so beautiful and calm. Like an angel in heaven. Then I felt strange all of a sudden I was rushed with emotion and I turned from her looking out the window and I began to gently cry. Not like a child crys but the kind of crying when you feel really good with something. It was at that moment I knew I truley loved her. Later I found out she did the same thing one night after we had gotten off the phone. She laid in bed and thought about how much she loved me and just cried. Things sound perfect right? Well they were for about 3 months. Then last week we break up. Why you might ask since everything was so perfect and we were so in love? Because the guy in me came out. After about 2 months of dating I started geting insecure because her and her ex of 2 years were talking again and they were becoming friends again. This really got to me so I started giving her the 3rd degree on everything and getting mad at her about the stupidest things. We went from arguing on the phone 1 or 2 times a week to arguing on the phone everynight to eventually even in public and I was always the one who started it because I thought something was going on with her and her ex or someone else. I was just really insecure. So on March 27 she finally said she had had enough and she left me. She told me that she still loved me and she didn't want to leave me but she just needed sometime to think things through and get things straight before we tried it again. Well we stayed good friends this past week we were still going to prom together and she was gonna spend easter with me and we even were going to go to the movies this weekend. Well that all changed this past sunday when I had asked her a few questions about us. Finally she said that she wished I would stop talking about us. She said that there is no "Us" right now there is only you and me. Well that hit me hard being stubburn like I am and I got into it with her again. After that she has totally hated me since. She said she felt like I was 2 faced and I had lied to her. She said that you just keep trying to rush me into being with you and your always talking about how I am going to go back to chris.(Her Ex) Which I had. I kept asking her if her and chris were going to get back together because I didn't want her to because he was a real jerk to her and they had already dated 4 other times and it never worked. Well sure enough her and him are getting really close lately. She said she didn't feel comfortable in going to prom with me and she decided to take chris. This really hurt. And now everyday in school I see them together. How did she go from hating him and not wanting anything to do with him in the beginning to loving me so much it hurt to running back to him again? I guess what I really want to know it how do I get her back? Can I even get her back? And if so then how to I keep her loving me and for me to stop being a jerk and stop thinking she is always gonna leave me. Please answer this question because my life is gray with out her in it. I love her so much. Thanks for listening.

-Tedon

[brandos lovechild]

hiya pimp. your situation is eerily enough identical to mine..and many others im sure . all u r guilty of is being a nice guy who seems to have put his gf off bcos you have spoilt her little game. well done for not lettin her string u along anymore . she's mad at you because u became concerned over her reinvented interest in her ex...im sorry bro but she got no respect for u 2 think u wud sit around while she tries 2 work out who's she's truly interested in. by takin 'chris' to the prom , she's stuck the knife in !! but i guess u can take a lesson from this... get serious about girls with no baggage, not this immature bitch. good luck

[Pimpfection27]

Thanks Bro. I'm glad someone actually replied. Your right about her stabbing that knife in me. That hurt more than anything. Well I'm glad you listened to what I had to say. Thanks bro. I just hope everything works out.

-Tedon