Finally today I feel like I'm really moving on...

[im sandra dee]

I was writing in my journal today and decided to write a sample note to a man I've stopped seeing recently. The note is intended to remain in my journal and I would never send to him (I don't think) because it's a sampling of how I feel today. I realized that there isn't anything left to say to him. That must mean that I'm really moving on. I've said all there was to say. I regret how things turned out and of course deep down I'm hopeful (perhaps misguided) in thinking that someday we can be friends again. I doubt that will happen.

Maybe sometimes it becomes possible to move on because after some time passes it's hard to remember or think of what to say to the other person. I could tell him he's handsome, brilliant and lots of other things but he doesn't need to hear that from me.

If ever I decided that I want to reconnect with him again, it would be just to ask how he's doing. I think that's not misguided. I'm just a caring person and would like to know how things are going for him.