JohnTheMan Posted May 13, 2010 Share Posted May 13, 2010 I have been going through my breakup for nearly a year now. I have felt suicidal at times. I felt like I didn't want to live without my ex. I loved her for everything she was, is, and wants to be. I'd would have given my life for her happpiness. I never seemed good enough for her, and I always seemed to be fighting problems with myself. The bottom line is she couldn't wait for me, and I did love everything about her. Except 1 simple thing. She betrayed me. I denied the evidence for so long. I cried nightly and begged my higher power for us to have another chance. I accepted she left me for someone else and forgave her. I gave her more and more chances. I believed her. She lied to me again and again and again. I gave her my heart again and again. I preyed for her well being. I sent my love her way. I saw her out of hope. I waited patiently... Finally I had enough, I just saw her for the first time in over 6 months 2 days ago. She told me she wasn't involved anyone. Literally the next day a picture surfaces with a necklace and charm and her aunt asks if its from him. She answers "yes" I sent this 1hr ago and it hurts... i loved her so deeply... with everything i had: So i'm talking to someone today telling them we had met... Shockingly I'm then informed with undeniable evidence that you indeed lied to/betrayed me and you STILL have romantic interest with Matt. I gave you dozens of chances to be honest with me and I did things YOUR way. I have changed my mind, I don't want you to have any part of my life anymore. I am moving on. Day 1. She will never be part of my life again. I am destroyed Link to comment
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