Betteroffalone Posted May 11, 2010 Share Posted May 11, 2010 So its been a little over a week since the breakup and i thought i was doing good the first few days, until things started to go downhill. I missed him so much so I started to have dreams about him, i started to wake up in the middle of the night with my leg shaking. I could feel the anxiety building up within me and i felt like i was going to have a breakdown. I wasnt getting any where in the healing process i think its all due to the lack of closure from the breakup. I didnt know if it was something he wanted and i pretended it was something i wanted when he broke up with me. The reasons why i was going through so much anxiety is because i started to think maybe he doesnt realize im still in love with him, so hes not going to attempt getting back together so he doesnt get his heart broken. I knew i had to let me know at least how i felt about him, so i convinced myself to contact him. And i did contact him. I told him i was still in love with him, and i want us back together. He told me that hes going through something right now and is going to have to think about it. I dont know if this was a set back or not, but at least he knows how i feel, instead of the pain of not knowing what could never be consuming me for months and maybe even years. I placed the ball in his court, was i wrong on doing this? Should i have just left it alone and waited for him to contact me first? BTW: what does it mean if hes doing things after the breakup that i didnt like when we were together so he never did them then? He felt the need to tell me about them when i contacted him, even though i could care less that he did them. Link to comment
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