TSandullo Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Hi everyone. It was exactly four months ago when we broke up. How do I feel? Great. It is currently exam period now and I have another four papers to do, then it is out of university. I can happily say that the rollercoaster period has left me, I am thankful for that as it was crippling at times. Regarding my ex, I still do have feelings for her, though they have mellowed out. Though the pain, confusion, overanalysis and other poo that happened after the breakup has passed, what is still left is that dull ache of missing her. I am able to concentrate on my work better now (or let other things distract me ) as opposed to the depressed feelings that followed the BU. I have learnt to accept, forgive and move on. I have looked at myself and seen what needs to be worked on prior to entering another relationship. I have not met any other girl following our breakup and I am in no such hurry to either. I am taking my sweet time sorting out myself, studies and getting on with other enjoyable things in my life. She is a great, caring, genuine and gentle girl and I would love to reconcile with her. I am equally happy without her. Whatever the case, I genuinely wish her and her daughter a very happy and prosperous life. If we are to ever meet in the future, I would want my two special girls to have smiles on their faces, not faces contorted in anguish. So, that is 4 months on. Not so much of a thrilling story, just a log of how I am. Wishing all my fellow ENAers a happy weekend and thanks for being there for me. TS Link to comment
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