Just written

[Lain]

I should gather all my guts together

to take over you or let you go

Late at night, alone, what do you dream of,

while the life around us is a flow?

 

Days, weeks, months pass by, but my affection

all my wishes have remained unchanged

You have never cared for me, will you ever?

My young nature is worn out, not enraged

 

I laugh at myself: a try -- a failure

What is good for you and worth your precious time?

Counting all the scars my heart now bears,

I will write another truthful rhyme

 

How many time and words and songs to waste

to make you take a look in my direction?

I know you are too good to give you up

Oh, love, the epitome of imperfection!

 

^ Please go easy on this one; I composed it yesterday at 3 AM.

[Lain]

Dublin Sky Version 2.0

 

I've been on my own again tonight

No one cares to think of me

No one knows what's wrong with me

The clouds cover up my scarred heart's sky

There's just nothing left of me

There's just nothing right with me

See, I try to keep my distance

and I always do my best

I can't tarnish all my memories

That's why I find myself thinking of you

Of you

 

I remember watching, laughing, making plans

Trying to get you to notice me

Trying to get you to fall for me

My trembling heart would beat so fast

You had fun ignoring me

Staying far away from me

When my self-control was slipping

It was all the same to you

If I hadn't been around at all

You would have easily moved on without me

Without me

 

There's still a chance for me to try again

To once more, while next to you, get mesmerized

by the beauty of your eyes

I always thought I could've made it through

Right now, I don't want anything but you

But you

 

How many days will I have to regret you?

How many nights till I forget you?

Have I been wasting all the time?

Is love such a crime?

How many hopes to be left behind me?

How many broken dreams to cure me?

Have I been buried in your dirt?

Did you have to cause this hurt?

How many loads did I let you hijack?

For how long can I stand in the playback?

How did I end up sitting here?

My feelings I wish I could sear?