I am healing =) it DOES get better

[exploding head]

 

 

The last week is really putting things in perspective for me. A friend of mine visited from Canada and we spent the week hiking, going to the pirate festival (and drinking a LOT of rum) met with old friends, potlucks, karaoke, barbecues, and met TWO gorgeous ladies I serenaded with my guitar and Im meeting next week. I just surrendered myself to the idea that good things were going to happen.

 

I've been taking pictures of a lot of this stuff and making new friends on myspace, and some other social networking sites. And yet the ex has INCREASED the amount of times she looks at my myspace page a day. after nearly four months!

 

I'm almost feeling like who cares. That soon I'll just not care and basically say "F off" to her in my head. Im just pissed that she still thinks of me every day. Like WHY all that if you still care...although it's great revenge to post a picture of me hiking with a chick WAY finer then her.

 

I cant wait to jam with her (also a guitarist) soon!

[maka56]

Hey mate really pleased for you keep going! isnt it great finding your old self and enjoying life again!.

 

You are right is does get better, you just have to hang in there.