fanoflove Posted September 21, 2008 Share Posted September 21, 2008 I don’t know what I feel anymore, I don’t know what I should feel. A lack of feeling is never a good thing is it? It’s funny because I love, hate and feel numb all at the same time. Everyday things that used to make me happy just have no meaning anymore, and I seem to drift from day to day without really having any rhyme or reason. How long will this last? We’ve been apart for 5 months now, and I still think about her everyday. A friend is always making remarks about her, but he doesn’t need to, because she’s inmy thoughts most of the time. I feel like a fool, like I was taken for a ride and just didn’t see it coming until it was too late/ People always take so much, and give so little. I love to listen, to try to help if I can, but I never get anything in return. No one, not even my mum, ever asks me how I am and means it. I just feel really down, stuck in a rut, and just wish I could up sticks and move somewhere where no one knows me and start again. I miss being in love, I miss everything that goes with it, I miss being me. Link to comment
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