A poem of two sides

[Gaz]

On the outside Im fine

But on the inside Im torn

 

I say Ive forgotten her

But all I do is remember

 

I try to move on

But I only want to move back

 

I want to understand

But I really want her to understand

 

I think of other people

But I mostly think of her

 

I hope I`ll find happiness again

But I really just want her to be happy

 

I try to hide from the pain

But the pain always finds me

 

I laugh and joke and smile

But I cry and hurt inside

 

People say it gets easier

But for me its always the same

 

I try to love myself

But all I really love is her

 

My life will go on

But why can`t it be with the girl I love????????????????????????????

[justagirl]

very nice. I think that is how many people feel. Very good.

 

Justagirl

 

[disEnchantid]

I feel just like you do Gaz, except I don't want him to be happy--i want him to miss me!

 

I really liked your poem.

[neva_black_n_white]

d it, lets face it everyone does it, ots like yes im healing in your eyes but only because i hide how i really feel from you. its weird but when your in love wit someone you seem to share every part of you with them and well when it ends no one else is ever the same, they dont compare, not like they should anyway but its like you cant really show how you feel because like you said your just a mess inside.

 

i dont know why you cant be with her, i dont know hy you still arent, but love patches up disasters that no other feelings can. maybe you will ove come this, and that is a maybe, or you might just gain. we cant say that you will heal i mean how do we deffinitley know? but you wont get far if you convince yourself that nothing is changing, when truly it is but you just dont want to see it.

good luck

 

 

and great poem.

kel