I'm trying...

[Silent-Eyes]

Some of you might remember me

Most won't

That's okay

I just wanted to say out loud to.....

..................someone...................

I am trying so hard to get better

I am going to my first therapy session next week

I think I really need it

I have lost a huge amount of weight

I don't look good

I don't feel good

I'm not good

Nothing is good

But I want to be better

I want to be a better person

I want to get better

I am still trying to eat 1000 calories a day

Some days I make it

Most I don't

I'm in danger of losing things that I love now

And I am torn

I want my mind to change

My thoughts to switch

I just want to be better

I have been lurking here for a long time now

But I want to say thankyou

To a certain few

But also to the people who's threads have inspired me to try and get better.

So..............

Thankyou.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

 

Two things you said stuck out to me. The fact that you want to get better and admit that you need help. Once you know that anything is possible.

 

Good luck with recovery.

[thejigsup]

With this attitude, you will do nothing but end up a fantastic person! You go!

[Ellie2006]

I remember missing your intriguing posts.

I hope therapy helps and that you get well soon.