i feel like i am going backwards

[prettyhate]

its a month and a week on feels like i am plodding along

falling apart being ok being numb stressing out

and now i have more anxiety because my room mates birthday is soon and im sure he will go..the ex...

i dont know my mum and everyone keep telling me i cant RUN away from him forever that i may just have to go and be civil

and im flipping out

ivebeen crying a lot lately idont feel verygood at all

[Tinnes]

Whatever you do, let he see you look your best.

Never show him that you are devestated.

Act as you don't care!

 

Work on yourself.

That will help you to really feel the previous.