I Dont Kno

[karma85]

Hey ya'll i'm new to this site. so HI!...LOL

OK WELL I NEED YOUR IN PUT IN WHAT I SHOULD DO ?

I BIN WITH THIS GUY ON AND OFF FOR 5 YEARS.AND WE HAD OUR FAIR SHARE OF UP'S AND DOWNS LIKE MOST COUPLES DO . ALOTA THINGS HE DONE WRONG.BUT I FOR GAVE HIM FOR ALOTA OF THINGS HES DONE AND PUT UP WITH.WHY? BECAUSE I LOVED HIM SO MUCH.AND I WANTED TO MAKE IT WORK...BUT I DONT THINK IT HAS

 

I FEEL LIKE WE ARE DRIFTIN APART AND FALLIN BACK IN TO THE SAME ROUTIN AGAIN FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS WE BIN DOIN .ITS NOT LIKE HOW IT USED TO BE WHEN WE FIRST MET AND WHEN I CAME BACK TO HIM. LIKE THER'S NO EXCITEMENT. WHEN I GO TO HIS HOUSE ITS LIKE ALL WE DO IS SIT @ HIS HOUSE AND WATCH T.V.OR HE'S PALYIN HIS VIDEO GAME AND I'M BORD OUTA MY MIND. WHERE BACK IN THE DAY HE USED TO TAKE ME TO THE MOVIES WHERE IT WAS JUST ME & HIM. THE ONLY TIME WE DO GO OUT IS IF HIS FRIENDS ARE HAVING A GET 2GETHER. LIKE THE INTAMACE BETWEEN ME & HIM ARENT THER. THE SEX IS THER BUT EVERYTHING ELSE NOT REALLY. ME N HIM ARE DIFFRENT.

 

AND HE WANTS ME TO DRIVE BUT I'M NOT READY TO.

REASON IS I HAVE A LEARNIN DISABILTY AND ITS HARD FOR ME TO remember AND DO CERTAIN THINGS. AND I FEEL LIKE I'M HOLDIN HIM BACK. I FEEL LIKE HE DISERVERS BETTER THEN ME. HE NEEDS SOME ONE SMARTER THEN ME. AND IS ABLE TO GIVE HIM THINGS HE WANT'S BUT I CANT GIVE HIM. BUT I CANT PICTUER HIM BEIN WITH SOME ONE ELSE. IDK WHATTO DO.I LUV HIM SO MUCH AND IDK IF IWOULD BE DOIN THE RIGHT THING.WHATSHOULD I SAY TO HIM...OR SUGGEST.

[Dako]

Typing in all caps is the internet version of shouting.

[Litgirl01]

Hunny....you deserve someone wonderful too! Give yourself some credit! I am sure you have a lot to offer! Wether or not you are the one for him is for him to decide, not you!! A learning disability does not mean that you aren't smart! OK!!! (((hugs)))

[karma85]

Hunny....you deserve someone wonderful too! Give yourself some credit! I am sure you have a lot to offer! Wether or not you are the one for him is for him to decide, not you!! A learning disability does not mean that you aren't smart! OK!!! (((hugs)))

 

HEY NENA THANK YOU FOR COMMENTIN! AND THANKS I'LL KEEP THAT IN MIND

[Litgirl01]

You are welcome hun! Good luck!! Remember you deserve the very best!