I dont freaking even care bring on the weekend

[geadrops]

first of all Im drunk as a skunk right now

second of all im going out tonight and tomorrow is going to be a big bash at my place

 

I can be with any freaking guy on the planet, I can be with anyone, I can have anyone, but I still only want one person, what the ??!???!??!?!?

 

he's got me , he's got me so good, exactly where he wants me, begging crawling wishing I could be with him he loves it and for me what do I want,

 

I freakin want to take out a gun and blow my brains out because i dont even care anymore.....who cares if I dont have babies or a warm cuddly hubby to cuddle snuggle with everynight who freakin even cares........0000

 

*Im so excited*

[geadrops]

ok no one cares about me, I better get a hot dog before I faint

[Hunny1607307342]

dont worry sweetie you can get through this, all a break up means is that you have to remove you jigsaw puzzle pieces from his.

you can do it and what doesn't kill you means you stronger.

i wouldn't turn to alcohol if i were you, vent your emotions in watching films, your hobbies, socialisiing etc.

i know this is all cliche and easier said than done but there's not much more i can say that will make you feel better im sorry xx

[AngryHeart]

You;re gonna be okay

 

Keep on seeing your friends and being social. Atlough it may feel fake and "wrong" at first, eventually it'll make you happy again. I understand though, sometimes when I'm around other people and out and about, it actually makes it feel even worse. What with the happy couples, and talks of partners, etc. But keep on going out and seeing friends and healing. Don't do anything silly jus because of some guy, it really is NOT worth it. This will all just be a memory one day. Maybe a painful one, but a memory all the same. One day you WILL find the right person whom will love you and make you happy.