PhosphoruS

By the way. I did write this. Please no-one use it. On the edge Standing on the edge Holding onto hopes Losing half my mind Don't know where to go Been here before In many past lives Standing on this edge But still don't know why Dreams of fulfilment Hopes of long lost love Mares of losing what I have All of which I'm sick of Long time I've been without Short time I've had with Time itself a blessing Time never ending a myth The hopes I hold on to I Held on to for a while Years could pass unrealised And so could many a smile So my call out now is dire As I'm standing on the edge So now I'm going to hand to you My last and final pledge I ask you to forget me And everything I have done For what I have done previously Remember it as none I'm standing on a cliff I long for a death unknown Off this very Edge I hope that no-one intervenes As self-righteous as can be I know when I hit the floor I can finally be free Get rid of all your demons For they will hold you back When I did it was much to late Then everything seemed black Seemed maybe is not the word Turned is a better fit I know life is colourful But can fade and decide to quit So my final plea is to you To keep the colour in your eyes for your eyes are what you see with And your heart and brain are the wise. By Stephanie Gliddon © Please reply.. it tells more of a story in poem form.

First of all, Hi First of all a quote for you to think about. Don't push any1 to hard, if it's meant to be, it will happen. Well, For a start I commend you for trying to help Erin accept herself for who she is, but it should've been her start herself on the road to confidence, and you to be there for her. However she may have not done it, so that could be void... If that makes sense. Oh well I know what I mean For a start, you shouldn't help a psychopath. Leave it to the people who know what to do. I feel sorry for you about Erin also not believing you that you didn't have sex with the other girl. But maybe she needed proof. A;so if she is seeing someone else now, leave it, move on. You seem to have not another chance. And if you really love her. You will realise that real love is just wanting the person you love to be happy, no matter who she is with, and to realise that if she was with you would it ever be the same. Well the same as before you told her you thought you slept with the other girl? Hope that helps. I could try to help more on this, but on trying to get a taken person back, im ruthless, dont spoil the life they have. I hope you find love again. PhosphoruS