blukate

i dont know what you did to me but yeah, its been 3 months and i miss you still.... whats wrong with me?!! urggh!

I miss you...its so painful that you dont remember anymore..its heartbreaking that we're back to being strangers again..after 10 years, you just left me with all the memories.. im happy to know that you're happy with her.. i want to let you go, i want this feelings to just fade away.. i want to be happy again and feel that i am whole again.

arrrgghh... there is no turning back... i need to be strong.

really having hard time to get you out of my system.. i wish i could just erase you in my mind and in my heart..

I still miss u but I know I have to fight the urge to text you.. I hope we'll never see each other again for the rest of our lives.

i hate you so much..why did you ever hurt me like this? i dont wanna be your friend! i dont wanna listen to your stories about her...so selfish! how could you ever talk to me that way like I wasnt your ex..

back to day1 again tomorrow grrrr.. i hate myself.. now, i blocked his number.

i hate myself for loving you this much.. I hope your new gf worth the years (10 years and 6 months) we've been together that you just threw away.. While you two are happy now, Im here still hurting..still doing my best to move on.. I hope our paths never cross again..

I accept the challenge! I can do this..