Day 3 (messed up)
Well, I did have contact with him today. I regret it though. He messaged me on facebook; I didn't respond. A few hours later, he called and I answered. He said he wanted to check up on me that I was doing fine or not. And well, I said yes I'm fine and that's all. We hung up in a few seconds. Soon after, he messaged me saying "Since when have you been so awkward?" It's then that I realized that this ignoring thing may not work even though he's just "fwb" in his mind and that I should just tell him the truth honestly. So I called back and had an actual friendly conversation with him -- the topic of us didn't really come up and I didn't bring it up. I liked talking to him. Although, now that I think about it, I probably gave him the satisfaction he wanted (to make sure he still has me). -.- In short, I wish I never picked up that call. Ah well, back to the beginning of NC I suppose. It could've been worse: I could have grovelled lol.