jwhite

Oh wow, a birthday text. You say you "finally" after all these years remember my birthday? Dont flatter yourself! I know the only reason you "remember" is because you were on FB and saw pics from it. Thank you for reminding me how sh*tty you treated me, i guess I can be thankful for that! I wasted a HUGE chunk of my life on you! Oh, and there you go again gloating about how you treated me...nothing changes. Seek some proffesional help! AND F*******CCCCCCKKKKKKK OFF!

BU Day 14 NC Day 11 I have had 3 good periods during 3 days so far. I am going through a stage of anger and thoughts of her with someone else. I think the thoughts of her with someone else are what bothers me the most. I also keep thinking that she is going to contact me soon. I dont know why I feel that way because of how badly it ended. I find ways that she would still want to contact me again. ie. In the beginning she said that I was the best that she can get. She also said before we broke up that she CAN do better. However that statement from so long ago is just another reason for me to be waiting for her.