I hope that someday, we will have a chance of being together again. You feel empty now, I don't know if thats because I'm not there or just your general outlook of life right now. I wish I could make things better but that is not my role anymore. As for me, I go through phases but currently, working on improving myself, finding myself. And loving myself and God. I hope that you realize you are never alone and that I'm always caring about you.