Hi everyone, I'm back.
It is so hard to let someone go that you've loved for so long (2 + years). Somedays, it is okay - you have fun going out with your friends, but then you come back to the reality of your own grief. I've been reading a good book lately about the grief process after a relationship break-up - its like going down a slide, and its completely dark - you slide and slide, and then suddenly, you hit the bottom. Once you hit the bottom, you can see a sliver of light above you, and then you gain some hope and start gathering strength to climb up the stairs to the top of the slide again - I am not sure whether I have hit the bottom of my slide yet - I mean, I know I'll have to hit it, I just don't know when. I guess I should take my time as you guys have all suggested in previous posts.
Have a good rest of the day my friends