One thing I've found out is that's it's getting better (with ups and downs). At least with me, In the last week I feel much much better. I don't think of her that much, I don't have that stong urge too look at her pictures, notes, etc...and if I do it feels like a part of emotion disappeared! Two weeks ago I was looking at her christmas gift (some booklet with her note on page 1) and I fell into tears. Last week I looked at it again, expecting to cry my soul out as the first time...but I just couldn't. I tried to force myself to cry, but I just couldn't. Now I don't even look at it anymore, I had for the last time yesterday and I hardly felt that emotions. So I can clearly say it's getting better, but the fact remains...I still love her deeply and I do want her back. I'm not getting my hopes up though, because if she wants to move on and so soon (!) I'm probably better off without her and she'll be with another just to feel better. But inside she'll miss me, I can say that for sure I'm a great guy, I never hurt her, sure I had my problems but nothing extraordinary that I wouldn't share with 99% of the population