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  1. Loungelurker
    I posted this morning.. listing this as day 0. I want to stand corrected. After sending that email this morning I feel that I will have no further need to count. I feel liberated. I don't want anything further to do with him. I was in love with someone that does not exsist. He showed me his true colors through this break up. I finally felt anger last night and today.. and I am now accepting it. Its done. I think that covers all the stages of grief right? lol
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    Back to Day 0- I just sent an email I'm an idiot. I'm not going to lie.. it sort of felt good to send it.. and tell him I am angry and his behavior was unacceptable.
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    I've been so tempted to email him.. so I guess I will put it here. I've thought a lot about what you said on the phone. You frustrate me so much with your indecision. Or is it lies? If it is all lies I ask you.... Why? If it is not lies then again. FRUSTRATED! You keep talking about if we get back together you want it to be for good. Telling me how good it is to hear my voice... how you miss me and you are glad you didn't close the door on us.... then I find out that as soon as your broke up with me- You started dating someone. Nice. And then lets go with the frosting on the cake .. you thought you would make me feel better with telling me sex with her is lousy???....and how dating her is part of "working on yourself". thanks. Thanks a lot. I feel so much better now.
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    Day 4 NC- I was so tempted to email him last night. I didn't. Today driving into work I could not stop thinking about him. Once in a while reality sets in and I know he will never contact me again.... then I still find myself checking my email, or my phone... I can't wait till I no longer miss him.
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    Day 3 NC I know I have to take this one day at a time- But the thought of going through this each day sucks. I just want it to be over already. Its like a knife through the heart everytime I think of him. I don't even know why I keep looking at my phone like he will contact me. I am a fool.
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    Why does he keep contacting you? Do you get back to him right away?
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    Still not sure what that means... I didn't initiate the contact but he did? Contact is contact right? if he calls or texts.. I don't have to respond.. but I am so weak that I would
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    What is NIC?
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    Day 2 NC - I woke up early , and thought I heard him coming back to bed from the bathroom- That used to mean cuddling and ... until the alarm went off. It made me feel so empty. It has been a month since the break-up. He moved on and has been dating a girl for 3 weeks. I don't even want to bother with a relationship again- Then it just opens me up to this hurt again... better to be alone and never have to worry about picking up the pieces again. Why do I still wish he would change his mind when I know he is such an ass hat?
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    Day 1 NC. He broke up with me on Valentines day- a month ago this coming Wednesday. I should have gone NC right away- I would be so much closer to being over him. Instead of having false hope that he still had feelings for me. Knowing I will never hear his voice again makes me so sad.
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