I wrote this poem and it basically describes how i feel right now... This is the first time i've put any of my work out to rhe public. I appreciate any feedback and any advice or help as to my mental "situation"...
SHATTERED
Scream.
There is a yell, of pain, of sadness, of misery...
Cry.
The darkness is everywhere, i feel it within me...
Dream.
Dream of a better place, where i can finally be free...
Lie.
I tell the people around me i'm content and happy...
Stake.
Put my heart on the line, because i always do...
Again.
Stabbed in the back, by someone i thought i knew...
Break.
Reach that point where my soul gets snapped in two...
Pain.
Always left behind, left alone, so sad, so blue...
Pray.
Just keep trying, hoping for something, but what?
Spoken.
Words that rip my heart, while my soul gets cut...
Stay.
Here waiting where you told me to go...
Broken.
I guess you were lying, was it all a show?
Useless.
Me, that's how i feel now i'm just part one of two...
Run.
From my problems, from the world, it's true...
Heartless.
What other word can i use to describe you?
Done.
With all the pain and crap you put me through.
Wait.
With a knife pressed against my wrist.
Debate.
Whether my life is really worth all this.
God.
Can somebody out there hear me?
God?
Is there anybody up there really?
Someone?
I'm sick and tired of all those people who degrade me...
Anyone.
I've been shattered apart, and i need someone to save me...