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...moved...

You broke up a with me a year ago. It has been months since I initiated full NC. How come I feel that it's you who has actually benefited from this, while I find myself thinking of you more and more? I am having a hard time today. I thought I saw you yesterday on a night bus going towards the city, not home. Is there someone else now? I guess I can't really say "already" but still, It hurts. Then again, that might have been someone else that reminded me of you...and it's the same.

380 days. Still not over you.

It's been a year since the last time we were together. So why am I still here. Two months ago I went to your blog, I know I shouldn't have, for my sake, and because tose thoughts are now yours, and yours only. Why did you write "I can't help it if I fall in love with you again" and "I'm ready to move on" on the same day, just a separate entry? I was so confused after I read that, I still am. Then you add me on a chat a month after I told you that I had to delete your contact info form....well....everywhere. What was the point of that? Just to see when I am online, and feel comfort knowing that I am still there? I don't want to delete you the second time, since that would be just stupidly childish. But why, after a year, I feel you are just a stone's throw away, but at the same time miles away. A year has passed and you still haven't walked away from my thoughts.