Wow, you have just done something so phenomenally unsmart that I can barely believe it. In learning about this I see that you are really very ignorant and stupid, although you pride yourself on being smart and insist that everyone else around you must be smart too. I am so, so glad I never stooped to low revenge tactics although I had the opportunity more than once. But you've just done something that is sooo much worse than anything I could ever have thought up, and the best part is that you did it to yourself and I could have saved you if we were still friends and you hadn't used me then dumped me one last time. Karma really is a * * * * * and I think I like her.
In reflection over the last four months of NC I have come to realize that I played my own part in this dysfunctional relationship. I let loneliness and boredom cause me to put aside that little voice in the back of my head and continue to open the door to you, whenever you wanted and to allow you to come and go as you pleased. So yeah, I did that to myself and in that regard you aren't to blame. Fool me once shame on you, fool me over and over again...well, you know the saying.
Right now I just feel the giddy relief of someone who has narrowly escaped a bad car crash or found out the plane they missed was just reported lost in the mountains. And no, I won't be here when you decide I've had enough time to cool down and not be angry, so you can call and/or drop by to persuade me to be friends again. Instead I'm going to remain NC for the rest of my life with you, since neither one of us does the other any favors. It's not a healthy relationship for either of us and no I don't want to be friends, I don't love you anymore. I hope you find what you're looking for, but trust me it isn't me. Goodbye.